past-times love.

how long? how long have we been through it all?
all by ourselves.
it's you and me.
you alone. and me alone.
we both alone.
isn't it funny?
that we have ever been together for only 1 minutes?
and successfully i broke it all.
oh, how i want to laugh out loud.

and boy, do you still remember the time that we chat 'til midnight?
i made up many reasons for my mom so my mom wouldn't know that i chat with you.
not doing my schoolwork.
and i save on my microsoft word file.
the word that you said, the funny thoughts, everything!
not because i'm addicted to you..
but because i don't want those memories are gone with the wind.
no, i don't want that to happen.
why?
because there's still something missing.

and from that time, i learned that long distance isn't good for me.
my exam, my school projects, all! EVERYTHING!

baby do you know?
that i know the darkside of you?
you said to my friend,
"if i "shoot" her, and she said yes, i'll be with her. BUT, if she said no, i'll be with the another one."
are you a boy or a man?
you're 19 already!

oops, my bad.
i'm not supposed to love you.
you're 5 years older than me!
oh stupid.
and you're out there! far-far away from here.
you're in australia, and i'm in here, Jakarta.
oh stupid stupid stupid!

but thanks to you!
you make me now how hard the long distance relationship feels like.
thanks anyway BOY!

oh yeah, do you still remember these words?

ttg wishes for my bday..its real for you..ha3..just want to clarify this thing..i dont know when i started to hv feelings with you..but from time to time im still trying to ignore it cos i dnt rly blieve in it..for now,i jst wntd u to knw tht i lv you..i didnt want anything from you..jst want to express my feelings to you..ha3..^^

haha. those words. remember babe? i don't know if you really write it, but i guess you'll write it to every girl that you like. am i right? well yeah i am. i guess soo..