my mood turns bad.

kyaaaaaaaaa. oh how i hate today! mood gw yang tadinya bagus2 dirusakin sama mama! uuuuuuhh! gw gak bisa cerita disini. kenapa? ntar ada yang baca. uh.

yeah, kenapa lo cuma bales ngko gw doang dan gw kagak? dasar. mau lo tuh apa sih? sok bae? domba banget sih lo! UBI!

gorgeous!

one word. KEWL! huahuahua. lookbook-an ni, wkwk.

oh yaa. gw ada lagu gerja enak. hahah. judulnya hatiku. yang nyanyi UX.

klik aja disini

nah itu urlnya. wkwkwk. buat denger lagunya. hahaha.

today was amazing!

today was amazing! very very very berry amazing! oh how i love today! hahaha. hari ini gw k gereja. pelayanan jadi choir. yah lumayanlah. seengaknya gak jelek-jelek amat. yang maen band, patmos. kerenkerenkeren. hahaha. gw bermimpi pengen punya band. ah ntahlah. kapan pula gw bakal punya band? mimpi. wkwk. haha. and hell yeah. no no. and heaven yeah.. hahaha. yang khotbah sih lumayan loh. sapa sih namanya gw lupa. orang batak kalo gak salah. ah tak penting. haha. ya intinya gw ngerasa pelayanan choir gw kali ini kog rada gimana gituu.. berkesaaaaaaan. and many things makes it more wonderful! whoaaaaaa. thanks God! hahaha.

yap. temen gw si erika gracia baru bikin blog. mau liat blognya? nih klik aja disini.

hahaha. dasar itu anak ada ada saja. hahaha. tante bangga punya ponakan kaya dia. loh kog tante?

obama! gantengnyaaaa!

hari ini gw les mat. dan guess what. yap gw dateng paling pertama. dan ternyata, bagi gw, hari ini, dateng paling pertama itu gak sia-sia! KENAPAAA?!?!?! karena gw jadi bisa ngeliat itu kakage. gw gak tau dia murid baru apa bukan. whatever. yang jelas, DIA GANTENG. dia anak SMA. dia bawa mobil. suzuki swift warna abu gelap. GW SAMPE AFAL! OH GOOOOOSSSSHHH! ntar gw tanya ah ke guru yang ngajar, "pa,pa, itu siapa namanya?" hahaha. ayo gw jumat dateng lagi. SEMOGA KETEMU KAMU LAGI HEI COWO SUJUKI. wkwkwk. ganteeeeeeeeeeeeeng. hiahiahia. i wish i could met him AGAIN! semoga semoga. gw cuma ngeliat sekilas sih. keknya dia murid baru deh, yang dateng dari sngapore. oh come on. kayak dia ngebet aja ketemu gw. uhuuhuhuhuuhuhu. T.T

i hate dandruff! why? because it's so disgusting. and you know what, i have it! I HAVE IT! I - HAVE - IT! uh. sedang dalam masa perawatan kuliat kepala deh gw. uh damn. i hate you dandruff!

when you miss somebody, what do you do? when i miss somebody (red: diaaa!!), i will imagine that we live together in a castle. i'm an ugly maid, that fall in love to the prince. so, it means that, i miss somebody that's much much better than me. that much much to much for me. haha. missing and hoping for something to big.

past-times love.

how long? how long have we been through it all?
all by ourselves.
it's you and me.
you alone. and me alone.
we both alone.
isn't it funny?
that we have ever been together for only 1 minutes?
and successfully i broke it all.
oh, how i want to laugh out loud.

and boy, do you still remember the time that we chat 'til midnight?
i made up many reasons for my mom so my mom wouldn't know that i chat with you.
not doing my schoolwork.
and i save on my microsoft word file.
the word that you said, the funny thoughts, everything!
not because i'm addicted to you..
but because i don't want those memories are gone with the wind.
no, i don't want that to happen.
why?
because there's still something missing.

and from that time, i learned that long distance isn't good for me.
my exam, my school projects, all! EVERYTHING!

baby do you know?
that i know the darkside of you?
you said to my friend,
"if i "shoot" her, and she said yes, i'll be with her. BUT, if she said no, i'll be with the another one."
are you a boy or a man?
you're 19 already!

oops, my bad.
i'm not supposed to love you.
you're 5 years older than me!
oh stupid.
and you're out there! far-far away from here.
you're in australia, and i'm in here, Jakarta.
oh stupid stupid stupid!

but thanks to you!
you make me now how hard the long distance relationship feels like.
thanks anyway BOY!

oh yeah, do you still remember these words?

ttg wishes for my bday..its real for you..ha3..just want to clarify this thing..i dont know when i started to hv feelings with you..but from time to time im still trying to ignore it cos i dnt rly blieve in it..for now,i jst wntd u to knw tht i lv you..i didnt want anything from you..jst want to express my feelings to you..ha3..^^

haha. those words. remember babe? i don't know if you really write it, but i guess you'll write it to every girl that you like. am i right? well yeah i am. i guess soo..

Kaulah segalanya! yes i love you Jesus!

Kau Bapa yang mengasihiku,,
Kuasamu memulihkanku.
Hati yang baru kau berikan..
Untukku dapat melihat.
Rencana-Mu indah bagiku,,
Kau ada d setiap jalanku.
Hatiku haus dan lapar akan Engkau.

Kaulah segalanya d dalam hidupku.
Kerajaan-Mu,, kebenaran-Mu itu bagianku.
Kaulah yang kupandang.
Selama hidupku.
Mengasihi-Mu,, memuliakan-Mu Bapa dan Rajaku.

oh baby, i love this song so much!

good things come to those who waits!

liburan gak mengasikaaaaaaannnn aaaaaaaa, membetekan!!! kyaaaaaaaaaa pusing gw. tiap hari bangun jem 8 pagi, makan, nonton bentar, belajar... YA AMPUN DIKIRA GW ELKE APA. uh. okay, bukan itu topik utama gw.

topik utama gw adalaaaaaaah.... *jeng jeng jeng jeng*

kan kemaren gw ke gereja, sebelomnya maaf bagi nama-nama yang gw sebutkan disini, aduh gw mau cerita jadi gak enak, ntar kebaca aja. yoda deh gak usah. ah topik selanjutnya saja. kan semalem gw mimpi. MIMPI GW INDAAAAAAAAAAAAH SEKALI. haha. gw mimpi, gw sama bokap gw sekarat, terus gw idup lagi, pas gw mau nyamperin bokap gw, ada bule cowo ganteng banget, matanya biru, pake baju biru, jaket kulit item, clna pnjang item, ya ampuuun, dan itu bule BERSEDIA MENEMANI GW UNTUK MENJENGUK BAPAK GW! *ingat, ini hanya dalam mimpi.*

oh gosh, kenapa sih gak kenyataan ajaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa???????